An Impression
After trying really hard for the last two days to finish this essay, I started annihilating the stash of movies and TV programs, starting with Glee Season 2.
Glee to Modern Family to Gossip Girl to NCIS to … the list doesn’t stop but Glee beats ‘em all!
A better one was American History X.
It made me think over my emotional condition these days, given that I am more irritable with all the pressure.
But the thing is that I know how I’m using this college app pressure as a blanket excuse for all the nasty retorts and whims.
Being angry is plain stupid but that’s hard to see when you are angry. So I thought I should try harder to put things into perspective, put my life into perspective.
The finding, a couple of weeks ago, that seemed like an epiphany of life time is fading too quickly. It’s not that I’m turning away from the idea, but it seems not to have registered to my behavioral pattern just yet.
Whatever comes in life is just something else happening to one individual. Now I’m not trying to retard my state of progress by some nihilistic retreat. The finding was that a man is bound to overrate everything related to him. Rather, try to sympathize with others who go through exactly same things. Nothing I’ve done and seen hasn’t been done and seen by humanity way before.
Today’s one of my best friends birthday. Happy birthday Yunhee.
